I’m not going to claim this makes sense. But I think that, while the overwhelming love for them is what makes losing A & C so painful, that same love also somehow helps heal my heart.
(I’m sure having Strawberry Baby grow inside me helps, too, but there is something uniquely related to my feelings for A & C here.)
If you need a reminder that sometimes, even after pain and failed cycles and losses, amazing things can happen, go over to Good Egg Hatched and Jessah. I saw those last week and found them so beautiful and inspiring, but after today I need them even more. Today, when a friend told me she’d just had a hysterectomy, because the fibroids her doctor had removed to help her get pregnant turned out to be malignant. Today, after I read Suzanne’s news.