Do you ever not write about something for fear of jinxing it? I felt this way with my symptoms. And, of course, yesterday afternoon I started spotting, which has since developed into a proper period. Oh well. It would have been too nice.
I am less hungry but still kind of ‘meh’ feeling. Who knows if it was just the progesterone or there actually was something that didn’t make it… I hate the thought of my body failing yet another baby, so I kind of prefer the ‘overinterpretation’ variant. H still wants to do a test tomorrow, before I start the BCPs for the FET, but I don’t think we’ll learn much from it.
I’m still very hopeful for the FET – and terrified it might not work (who isn’t?). With the current schedule, the transfer will be right around a conference I’m organizing. I hope they’ll be on different days… but on the upside, I will be distracted. And if anything, these past few days have shown me how much I want to be pregnant again.